I know how to… I have experience. I know what it means to cut someone out of one’s life. Being single would mean more to life. More to my life – more meaning, more freedom, more individuality – no fear of expectation; I think I shall be happier. 

I didn't think at this age I would experience such 'fan'aticism - but Ranbir Kapoor and Rehman's music is something else altogether... intense, passionate,erotic, orgasmic - are the most apt adjectives. Such soul, such passion, man! It's been months that the film released and I still continue to trip on the music, lyrics and feel of it. Each and every piece/song is a memorable work of art. Sheer genius at work! The 'Dilemma of Fame' - jugalbandi between the shehnai and the guitar; the 'Meeting Place' - quoting Rumi in Kapoor's voice - phenomenal; 'Aur Ho' - the erotic tension so palpable; 'Hawa hawa' - the lyrics so suggestive of the plot. While the lyrics of 'Nandan Parindey','Jo Bhi Main' are literally philosophy played on music, 'Kun Faya' is spirituality at its best. 'Tum Ho' is soon to become one of my all-time favourite romantic numbers and 'Saada Haq' blends the personal with the political in oh-such an-epic way!

Now that have vented what has consumed me all this while - am feeling better. Will go back to listening to some more of this stuff! :-)